mind reader

A few co workers and I were standing up at the front of the restraunt tonight just chatting away due to the fact we didnt have anything much better to do. So this guest that was taken care of by another server comes up to the front and pays her bill. She complimented me on my hair and said " i like your highlights". We were just having some small talk and then out of the blue she goes "you have love coming your way soon". I was just so confused but then she told me that she was a psychic.Then she goes you were a rebound for the last guy and to keep going after the one i like now....i found this all humerous but it was the highlight of my day hahahaha...have a good one and happy labor day.

Regret

It is best to not live in regret for past decisions. To know that the choices you made at the time were right and those that were not was a lesson well learned.

thought for the day...

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lately it just seems as though i have.not had much time to just relax and breath. i find myself always needing to get caught up with something. i am very much lookig forward having a day off feom everything to just sit at home, sleep, and watch movies.

its been a while

I have not gotten much of a chance to write in this blog. When I created it my intentions were to keep pretty up to date with it. Things have been so insanely busy for me its been hard for me to just find time to breathe. Bren and I are finally getting settled into our new apartment. We had a few down falls the first couple days with the place but now things are great. Its really nice to not have to worry about multiple people in one place. In Oct. though we will be having our friend jon rowe live with us for a few months..its def. going to be an interesting time. I have lived with many different kinds of people but never a boy..haha. It will be fun to say the least though.

I dont have much time for updating right now due to the fact i dont have internet on my home pc and its a pain in the butt to write this much from my cell phone. We will be getting internet shortly though but for now I have to come to the club house in my apt. complex and thats not always very convenient, however for now that is what I will be doing.

third day

Today was my third day at the salon. I must say that it was really good but it was really long. I was there for a total of 11 hours, I def. did not expect to be there for such extensive hours. It is for sure giving me a taste into the industry and I'm liking it so far.


Anywho....
I find that when im driving alone that gives me lots of time of thought process. Things I don't normally think about unless I am just driving or when by myself. I was thinking tonight about how I feel like people have put me on this petistole. I have never heard so many people say that I never do anything wrong, that I never make mistakes, that I have everything figured out and that I have so much going for me. Although sometimes it may seem true it really isnt. I do make mistakes, I don't have everything figured out, and I am still not sure on really how much I have going for myself...

I find myself asking alot of questions that I do not have answers to. Sometimes I guess it is a good thing othere times it is really frustrating. It just seems like everything I thought was so sure isnt and what I wanted in life is completely different. The thoughts in my head keep bouncing around going a million miles an hour. Im 21. Im young. Im still trying to figure out lilfe. Maybe I won't ever, maybe I should just leave that for the big man upstairs.

the beginning....

For a while now I have wanted to start a blog. A blog that people may or may not read. A place to jot down my feelings, thoughts, concerns, or questions...lets see how this works out.