Today was my third day at the salon. I must say that it was really good but it was really long. I was there for a total of 11 hours, I def. did not expect to be there for such extensive hours. It is for sure giving me a taste into the industry and I'm liking it so far.
Anywho....
I find that when im driving alone that gives me lots of time of thought process. Things I don't normally think about unless I am just driving or when by myself. I was thinking tonight about how I feel like people have put me on this petistole. I have never heard so many people say that I never do anything wrong, that I never make mistakes, that I have everything figured out and that I have so much going for me. Although sometimes it may seem true it really isnt. I do make mistakes, I don't have everything figured out, and I am still not sure on really how much I have going for myself...
I find myself asking alot of questions that I do not have answers to. Sometimes I guess it is a good thing othere times it is really frustrating. It just seems like everything I thought was so sure isnt and what I wanted in life is completely different. The thoughts in my head keep bouncing around going a million miles an hour. Im 21. Im young. Im still trying to figure out lilfe. Maybe I won't ever, maybe I should just leave that for the big man upstairs.
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I know we don't talk anymore... but I would like you to know that I don't dislike you. That things were hard for me, but I still want to know about you and your life.... maybe this is the start of something anew.
hey! i have been thinking about you and im glad that you wrote me. we should get together and figure everything out.
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