A simplified update.

Yet again, I have gone for an extended period of time without updating my blog. Yet again, it's due to pure laziness and procrastination.
Instead of updating in a paragraph for I thought it would be a bit easier on my brain to just categorize my life for the past month.

::Work:: Yes, I am still at Mimi's cafe and no I don't have another job lined up yet. My talk with my GM about quitting didn't go over as well as I had hoped or planned. I still wanted to be able to pick up shifts without being on the schedule just so I had a sense of security when it came to making money. I really think it just wasn't pleasant news to hear he will be losing another server when they are already shorthanded. However I feel like this is the time for me to go. I have had my cosmetology license two weeks shy of 13 months. My drive for wanting to go into and learn more is growing stronger everyday. I am ready! I'm ready!
I really don't know what its going to look like in the next month, but I really hope to be moving forward in my career.

::Home:: Still living in the one bedroom apt. sharing a room with 2 other girls and paying almost 400$ in rent. Wow. Why is CA so expensive? We girls don't know what it is going to look like in the next few months but we do hope to be out of here and into a bigger place. I need more space for sure. I think that is safe to say for Bren and Tran as well.

::Travel:: Since September of 2008 I had planned on leaving for the summer. As of yet, I don't think that will happen. I would like to go somewhere for two weeks or go on a road trip still. I am content that it is not my time right now. I still have the same itch inside of me to see more of the world.

::School:: Ha, you all know how I am with school. I took a year off of school after high school, went back for a semester, hated it...then went back to my original plan of cosmetology school. No regrets. I am finding myself more and more lately wanting an education. Not because I don't want to do hair for the rest of my life but because I want to achieve a goal of a higher education. More than ever I have a higher desire to want to learn. It looks like I may be going to back to school next semester.


::God:: I am trying harder and harder to rely on the Lord. To trust where He is going to lead me and put me in the places He wants me to be. I want to want what He wants for me. I have met a few people this month that were just my customers at the restaurant that I feel were used as tools to speak in my life. It really is amazing to have such affirmation.


::Friends:: A weight is lifted off of my shoulders. I am now on good terms with EVERYONE. It is an amazing feeling. Earlier this month I have got a chance to restore my friendship with Amber. I had also had a talk with Logan that I have been wanting to have with him for some time now. In the mean time I have gained a few new friends and strengthen the friendships of others. What an amazing feeling to have people around you who care for you and love you.

::22:: I use to hate that I look so young for my age, but as I get older I am liking it. No no, I am not saying I am old. I did have a fabulous twenty second birthday up in Idylwild Ca. It was a rough start but such a good weekend in the end.

::Boys:: The ones you like don't like you back and the ones you don't like, like you. It seems to work out that way. I have liked the same boy for some time now but am too shy to admit or say anything. I am o.k with that. I enjoy being independent and free. It's good for me right now.

There it is, in lame mans terms.