My Mom

It has been diagnosed. It is stage 4 cervical cancer. This means that it is not curable and it has reached her bone, however treatable. She had it ten years ago and caught it in its first stage and got rid of it, but it has come back. There is no telling if it was from last time or just started over.

The past week has been a huge challenge for me and my faith. In the midst of all this I know I need to focus myself on Him. It is getting quite difficult in a situation like this. He has made me strong my whole life and it's not going to change now.
I thank Him for the people He has placed in my life because without them I know I would be in a much darker place.
I could sit here all day and ask why? But there is purpose. It doesn't mean I know what it is right now or I that I even need to know. In time it will be revealed.
I don't want to turn away no matter how rough things will get. God is good, gracious, and loving. He can do more than I can imagine or ask for.
It's hard, real hard.

Thank you for your prayers and support for my family.