My emotions go back and fourth constantly. In some moments I am completely okay with how everything pans out and the next I could be upset or angry. Seeing my mom in pain brings me down inside more than anything. To see your parent break down and cry because of how much pain their in is so heartbreaking and knowing that there is literally nothing we can do about it makes it even more difficult . We are doing everything we can so that she is not in pain but nothing seems to be working. I am pretty sure her body has gotten immune to the pain medication forcing her to take in shorter intervals which is not healthy for her.
This past week I have spent all my time including spending the night at her house. Preparing her meals, giving her medicine, making her tea, cleaning her house, doing her laundry, and giving her her vitamins. I am really trying to help her feel as comfortable as possible.
God I just want her healed from her pain. I want her to be able to get a good nights rest.
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